Mittwoch, 18. Juli 2012

Surreal Paris and thoughts


La Fenêtre Parisienne - June 2012

A few nights ago i dreamed that i climbed up a mountain and suddenly the cliff crumbled and almost i were toppled down. I tried to call some friends, but nobody had time to come to help me out. So i concentrated to get out of this perilous situation on my own. And it worked. But what was the message? Maybe it was an alert: never trust other people. In the biggest misery you are always on your own.


Le Chat Montmartre - June 2012

A few nights ago i dreamed that i'm back in my hometown. Nothing was scary like this. I don't want to got back. I still have my problems to be here. So why should i go back. I have to go forward.


Café Paris - June 2012

Currently i'm thinking about the definition of home. What is home? How should i feel when i'm at home? How many people and who do i need to feel like being home. And what's about if i am a rootless person? If i will never find something like a home?


Valérie - June 2012

Why are people so complicated? They are too chicken-hearted to say the truth. They always want to hurt someone else. They make you sad. Ok, not everyone, but the most. Maybe my dearest friend Matthias is right when he said: "You have to select more and more". Maybe he's one of the greatest person i've ever met. So intelligent and honest. It's not a kind of self-pity, i'm just thinking about so many things, about the life and what's up with the people around me. Like someone said to me: "If your brain is inured to think, it won't stop". I have to read more. I bought two new books and there are so many books i want to read. So i spend my time with thinking, reading and taking photos. 


La Ruelle - June 2012

all photos are made by me - S. Haupt